*sniff sniff*

It does kill me that realistically I will never be able to have a family. I visited my cousin's kids last weekend and they are so adorable I wanted to steal them. I'm good with kids as well because I don't patronise them.

I'll just have to compensate by being the best damn uncle I can be. It won't be the same, but it's better than nothing!

What really gets me though, is hand on my heart I honestly believe that I would make a good father... my own parents have given me such a good model to follow. Yet there's so many guys out there who 'father' children and don't give a fuck. That really winds me up.