Sounds silly but i'm gonna stay with my folks for a while. .
It's not silly! You need some TLC. What rubbish timing as well when you're still recovering from operation etc. Maybe indulge in some therapeutic ripping up his photos or something
We got back together as she called me up saying how she missed me so!
Ironicly she dumped me on monday! Lol. She said she just couldn't see herself being married to me, and she thought we'd drive each other crazy. She said she wasn't in love with me, and never would be, and if we did get married she'd be living a lie and wouldn't be committed.
2 years!
We hadn't spoken since monday, untill yesterday where I broke my golden rule of "No contact"
I missed her a lot so I called her, thinking she might be sad too....
In the pub with her mates.... was trying to speak to her, but she was having a conversation with me and her friends at the same time, and you know when you can tell someone is smiling, even over the phone, by the tone in their voice? Because she was more tuned in to what her friends were saying and I was talking and she was like "What? I'm sorry, hehe"
So I just said I'd leave her to it. She was like "Okay,byeeeeee!"
What an idiot to call her up.
Feel like a goon for it. When she dumped me she made me promise we would stay in touch and keep talking because she loved talking to me and needed to know how I was doing in life, but I think that was just a get-out-free-of-guilt thing, to make me feel like I was important to her, thus easing her guilt/pain about it.
But I think it will be one of those things where, if I did keep in contact she would allways be busy, in the middle of something, just going out and it would be one sided. I'm pretty sure I know where I rank in the scheme of things, and unfortunately, sometimes people just lose all feelings for you. They might say you mean something, but the reality is, even on a subconcious level, you don't factor in their life any more.
She has a wedding to go to today. Lots of cute boys there lol.
Well, looks like you've both come to the end of a bit of a rollercoaster. All I can say is that it's unfortunate but you've learnt that they weren't the ones for you. Each failed relationship just takes you one step closer to the big one.
Well, looks like you've both come to the end of a bit of a rollercoaster. All I can say is that it's unfortunate but you've learnt that they weren't the ones for you. Each failed relationship just takes you one step closer to the big one.
I'm 27 man. All my friends are married and settled. I don't wanna be like that dude on the news who died in his house and no one found him for 2 years!
