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Yeah I thought of that, it has been a while and to be honest I wish I done it there and then, I guess part of me just really wants her to understand why, I don't suppose it will do any good, but it may help me finally move on. She will see it one of two ways i guess, as a needy, bunny boiler thing to do, or as an explanation of why I didn't think it worked.
I really have found it so hard to get over her, its been a long long time and I still think about her, but I have finally accepted it won't happen and have started to move on, but I guess I just think that to me it may help, but my other worry is that it just will do nothing but make her think I'm weird!
Take my advice - Break ALL contact right now and forget it. She's clearly not interested from what you've said. That means delete her number, block her on facebook etc etc.
In one month you'll be back on here laughing at what a puppy dog you were. I don't mean to sound harsh but i think you need to get a bit of a grip! Take her off the pedestal and get on with life.
She will see it one of two ways i guess, as a needy, bunny boiler thing to do, or as an explanation of why I didn't think it worked.
Well the first option isn't great is it. And as for the second option, do you think she needs an explanation of why you didn't think it worked? She'll know why she didn't think it worked. That's probably enough for her!
It sounds like trying to get over her has been agony for you - and you aren't yet over it or doing this wouldn't be on your mind.
The way I see it, writing this is purely cathartic for you. So I suggest you do it, pour your heart and soul onto the page and don't send it.
I just think sending this is going to make you expect a response, so you are just further prolonging your agony.